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Shelby

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wishes don't come true. by lurid-euphoriaxx, literature

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wishes don't come true.

open your eyes. open the door and step out of your soft imaginary world. someone's screaming you can see it but your ears won't allow but the smallest of sounds to settle inside. white noise. black noise. I am screaming. it's so painful to look but your autumn eyes are vacant ignorance is bliss your ignorance is breaking me all I want to see are the soft waves in the harbor gently rocking our canoe only me and you but wishes don't come true. no noise. through this new, fucked up door your scarred hands pushed me inside the whole time, wishing I never knew you. for now, the only thing I can hold close to my heart is m

nothing that I can explain by lurid-euphoriaxx, literature

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nothing that I can explain

my thoughts will be my end. what's the average length of one's grief? could it be the chemicals? ...even so, there are too many to sort through. life, the word i could never pronounce plucks me from my bed owl-ish. far, far away, we fly. through the green and the never. zoom through a thousand wishes, too fast for me to get a glimpse. life, the word i could never pronounce releases me, to fall fall... i land here, somewhere i've been before so long ago. unfamiliar, but i remember the taste... couldn't ever forget it. i imagine red wine and roses as i give my cheap liqour and garden weeds a tenative glace. all i can do is sig

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Rose's Coma by lurid-euphoriaxx, literature

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Rose's Coma

staring past your silhouette drifting through my past regrets.. i'm not sure if it's worth a thing, those eyes intwined with love and grief to hold a shotgun or to sleep my life held closer, so it seems am I to spiral, turn to grey? tommorow just like yesterday this crimson love engulfs me so I cannot feel if i've a soul and you, my love, are you so near? will we be found without my fear? will these stark eyes shed just one tear or close in death's exult? I'm not to know just what to show when nails and glass lie undertoe it fades just like a photograph leaving our lives with hollow laughs the rising moon tells me to stay t

losing direction by lurid-euphoriaxx, literature

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losing direction

my mind looses direction my mind looses connection my mind looses perception cigarette butts i can lick rusted trashcan cumdumpster trashcan dripping cum girls girls leaking dental floss my lips are numb numb ice my eyes are like ice shattered pottery standing infront of streetlight from narnia flaming lampshades surely youre home by now my eyes like ice watching you walk away surely youve left by now? does anyone care? my mind looses direction have i created you did I read you from a story? how did you get here? whos are you? girls dripping dental floss my mind looses perception cars blurred colors on this blue

falling by lurid-euphoriaxx, literature

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falling

sitting outside, blackening my lungs I watch the snow fall exhale, white smoke lingering with the snowflakes silently wish I could exhale you watch you fall, like snowflakes raindrops onto my skin where you melt and roll away onto the ground another puddle amongst the millions of fallen past infatuations. But to my dismay you aren't a raindrop, a snowflake, or a cloud of exhaled smoke. you are more like an ember leaving little burns as memories on my skin that even 1,000 raindrops could not put out.

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.myspace.com/xuterus_of_doomx
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my name is shelby, though i wish it were violet.
i am eighteen years old.
i can't think of any way to describe myself.

Current Residence: helldersburg, maryland.
Favourite genre of music: punk and industrial
MP3 player of choice: walkman.
Favourite cartoon character: VIOLET INCREDIBLE. and ickus. and the boohbahs.
Personal Quote: I wasn't born with enough middle fingers.

Favourite Visual Artist

mark ryden

Favourite Movies

too many, too many...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

marilynmanson.nirvana.nin.vac.dresdendolls.blackflag.whitestripes.jackoffjill.wednesday13...

Favourite Writers

there are too many...

Favourite Games

hide and go seek.

Other Interests

music.love.art.friends.books.trips.memories.life.death.

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lurid-euphoriaxx

Jan 24, 2009

hello

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again... I haven't been on here in ages. I put up a few new things. not the best. but I'll be adding more soon... right now though, it's 5:17 AM, and though it probably won't work, I think it's in my best interest to try to sleep. sweet dreams. EDIT:// it's the next.. day. I guess. morning. something. but it's 4:45 AM now. sometimes I cannot believe how cruel I am to myself. most of the time I don't even realize I'm doing it. take right now for example. I'm just too curious. curiosity killed the cat. killed the cat killed the catttttt. fucking who knows. I never do. please visit my xanga site, because I won't be updating th

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lurid-euphoriaxx

Apr 18, 2008

i haven't

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changed or updated this thing in months and months, but as soon as I get my computer fixed, which should be very soon, [i'm at school right now] i'm going to put up a lot of new shit :) i doubt anyone looks at this anymore but it's okay x)